Domino

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Me over the weekend.. I got a new jacket.

Sitting here listening to Rocky Votolato while my mom makes her diabe-TEA.
too much god.blessed sugar. You know if I think its too much sugar its enough to kill you dead.

Speaking of sugar. I had to get my glucose test done today. they made me drink orange syrupy death.
at first i was like ha! i can do this. by the end i was like oh god stay down. this isnt a stale poorly made orange crush. yuckos modern life. for sure.

I suddenly gained the smell talents of a search dog. I can no longer wear my beloved Dior or Dolce and Gabbana smells to fucking delicious Light Blue. It sets my nose on fire and full of angry bugs. Its cool I am totally down with my own Stank.

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I thought i was going to be fortunate enough to get a glorious new phone for christmas since i am miraculously eligible for an upgrade... but my trucker daddio lost his job after having it three weeks. I suspect the drinking. he says he got snowed in... (which is probably where the drinking came in) Ugh. Oh well. This is why we dont get too excited about anything.


iM having the HARDEST time finding baby Wren a First Name.

uuuuuuuuuuuuugh

in baltimore tonight.

some place called cynics or cynix or some shit.

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Y is it the 1 person I need most, is unreachable. I miss him. I miss 2 years ago. Its been 2 years since he held me. Since he touched me. Since we both fucked up. But this so much time ahead to fix things. For things 2 fall in2 place. It be so much more comforting if I could hear his voice. Or see his face. I have to put my faith in mail. In knowing, that Im loved. That someone actually cares bout me...
Both kids miss him. Jo asks me y we cant visit. We did during the summer. But I just tell her that he is farther awhile. Neither kid liked traveling an hour to visit. It would be 5 hours this time. That shuts her up bout it! Wish it would shut my head up bout it. Ha.
I dont have many photos. He gets new ones all the time. Unfair!
Anyway... tomorrow Im going 2 Jojo's skool for Math With Moms Day. Thank god its Kindergarten math or I wouldnt be much help! Ha ha!
Reading City of Ashes, the 2nd Mortal Instrument book by Cassandra Clare. Thank god for books or I wouldnt have any friends. Id be bored 2 death! I think Ive read at lease 10 books in the past month or so... maybe more. Ima nerd. Words = <3
Ive been searching high & low for the Barbie Glamour Camper for Jojo for Christmas! It was sold out at Altoona Toys R Us & Target, Our Wal*Mart, Keyser Wal*Mart, Wal*Mart, Toys R Us, Target online. Even Mattel online! It was running over $100 on Ebay. My brother Santa found it at Toys R Us in Hagerstown for $69.99! Whew! Thats the 1 thing Jojo really really wanted!